Sore itu, langit mendung tak beraturan serta angin kencang melampaui batas. Dia datang ke rumah ku, menyapa lalu bertanya, "Ayah ada di rumah?" sembari menengok ke dalam rumah. Aku tersenyum lalu menggeleng. Lucu gelagatnya, seperti ingin mengajak ayah ku berkencan, bukan diriku. "Ada apa?" tanyaku sembari membuka lebar pintu rumah. "Mau ngobrol-ngobrol aja, boleh?" dia tersenyum, sangat manis. Aku suka. "Boleh atuh , sini masuk. Motornya udah di parkir di dalem kan?" "Udah dong," muncul lagi senyumnya. Aku mengiringinya untuk duduk di atas karpet, bukan sofa. Lebih suka ngadeprok ceunah . Tidak lupa membawa bingkisan yang sejak tadi digenggamnya, aku hanya tersenyum. Tingkahnya selalu seperti ini. Menepuk-nepuk bagian belakang celananya sebelum duduk di atas karpet. "Mau kopi?" tawarku yang belum duduk. "Boleh, gulanya dikit aja ya hehe." seperti biasa, tidak suka manis katanya. Aku menga
Hulla(?) How was your day without me? I'm sure that you're doing fine with or even without me yet my heart still broken here. I'm still thinking abt you, and i'm not sure that i could erase your name in my heart. Day after day has passed but my heart still stuck on you. Yesterday i saw you with your new gf maybe? Or your crush? And you know what? My heart can't just let you go. Even i saw you doing something that i hate, but i just can't hate you. The small things that we ever did, i cant forget it. I still remember how you tell me that i'm good when i do something that you love. You teach me how to playing that game. I still remember the time when you asked me to do something that you love. I still remember it. I do. I'm in love with you till now. I know that you're not. That is the saddest part in our friendship. My feeling for you, i know it's wrong, but you know that i can't handle my feeling for you.